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Sunday, 16 March 2008
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Never thought
You never thought,
You could ever get back on your feet.
Never imagine going back to God.
You felt lost,
Confused,
Did not know what way to go.
Then you meet people.
They try to show you the path.
You ignore them for so long.
Then they finally get to you.
They stuck with you.
You go back to God,
All because of these people.
All the hurt,
Pain,
They all go away.
Because there is healing from God.
You never thought you could be healed.
But now you are.
But now you just hop they will stay at your side.
And will not leave you.
Friday, 08 June 2007
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Questions and Doubts
What am I so afraid of?
Why am I so scared to go back to God?
I got everything going for me.
But I waste it.
It’s like I am wasting my life.
Why?
God knows my heart.
Knows my pain.
That is so deep.
So unexplainable!
Why am I so afraid to go with God?
Besides loosing people I love.
If I loose them,
Were they stopping me,
From doing my best?
Of living for my dream?
Doing what God wants me to do?
Why can’t I see myself like God sees me?
Why can’t I see the future?
Or can I just blind?
Questions and doubts,
So familiar.
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I wrote this poem for a friend.
Faithful
The hurt from the pain.
You just want to shut people out,
No one close to you.
Who to trust?
Who to believe?
You have no idea.
You just want to cry.
Be alone.
Let no one in,
You and yourself.
The pain is so deep.
No one knows.
You try to hide it.
God why?
Why have I been hurt?
I don’t know who tot rust.
Who to believe,
But my heart wants to,
Wants to trust.
Why can’t I just trust God?
Why did you make us,
So we would want to fellowship.
Want to trust!
God why?
I know you love me.
But why can’t I keep friends.
Why do I get hurt?
Is there a reason?
I would never regret you God.
Why do I feel so alone?
I want friends to help me.
Rea friends.
Just not over the internet.
Friends to help me grow.
Not hurt me.
God please send me some real true friends.
Thursday, 12 April 2007
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Slowly Fade
If I could only wish.
Wish that the pain to go away.
No more pain,
From the hurt.
Just get away from the pain.
If I could only wish.
That my friends didn’t hurt me.
Who to trust?
Who to believe?
Why did I fade away from God?
Slowly fade?
Slowly going back now.
But the pain make me stop and think what I am doing.
Am I doing the right thing?
If only the pain would fade away.
But would it be worth it?
Do I know who my true friends are now?
If I didn’t get hurt?
Would I want to get closer to God?
Slowly fade,
Or not would it be worth it?
Sunday, 11 February 2007
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Pushing
How can this be?
Always pushing guys away.
Should I give up?
Try not to be near guy?
Will the pushing ever stop?
Will the pain go away?
Push hard!
As hard as you can do get them to go away.
How can they still like me?
How can they be there for me?
Only one guy do I truly trust.
I think of him as a father figure.
Shouldn’t that all I need?
No one else.
Why?
Why, do other guys care?
Why try to be in my life?
What am I so afraid of?
Will it go away the fear?
Why did God put these guys in my life?
What is God expecting?
Trust is so hard.
Why can’t I trust God fully?
I just want Him to have my life,
But yet I am too afraid.
Because of trusting guys.
Trust.
So not easy,
But so worth it if you trust God.
Sweet_gurl_17
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- Name: Sweet_gurl_17
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 11/5/2005
