Sunday, 11 February 2007

• Pushing

  How can this be?

  Always pushing guys away.

  Should I give up?

  Try not to be near guy?

  Will the pushing ever stop?

  Will the pain go away?

  Push hard!

  As hard as you can do get them to go away.

  How can they still like me?

  How can they be there for me?

  Only one guy do I truly trust.

  I think of him as a father figure.

  Shouldn’t that all I need?

  No one else.

  Why?

  Why, do other guys care?

  Why try to be in my life?

  What am I so afraid of?

  Will it go away the fear?

  Why did God put these guys in my life?

  What is God expecting?

  Trust is so hard.

  Why can’t I trust God fully?

  I just want Him to have my life,

  But yet I am too afraid.

  Because of trusting guys.

  Trust.

  So not easy,

  But so worth it if you trust God.

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